Anyways, first grade has been going well. The most difficult part about first grade and I'm sure other primary teachers can attest, is that first graders need so much direction on how to complete activities and assignments, but their attention span is super short. I feel very much like airline stewards who have to spend the beginning 10 minutes giving pertinent emergency instructions to an audience of passengers who are not listening. So it's definitely a balance between trying to make the directions short and sweet and giving enough information so the kids don't just walk over to their desk and draw a family portrait instead of write about their favorite part of the book and yes this has happened.
After being a hard core fan of upper elementary and its "sweet spot" of students being at the right age to still love school, but also be able to go into topics deeper and have responsibility over their work, I definitely was a little apprehensive about teaching first grade. But to be honest I absolutely love my students. I think my favorite part might just be how uncomplicated their lives are. I love how their problems are so fixable, from tears about a broken pencil to not deciding which food to eat for lunch.
I'm constantly reminded of the bible verse (Mark 10:15) where it talks about receiving the kingdom of heaven like a little child. I think as we adults, we so often over complicate our lives. We see every gift with strings attached, every kindness as something we must repay and even Heaven as something we must earn. But looking through eyes of kids, everything is black and white, you either have something or you don't. If someone offers you something, you take it and don't ask questions, if someone offends you, you hurt and sometimes even get mad or sad, but then when they say sorry, its forgotten. There are no grudges. That is something I hope to learn from my students. You deal with the issue at hand and then once you find a solution, you move on..... no bringing up the situation later, it's over, it's solved. I hope to teach my students this year to read and write, but I also hope to grow from them. I hope to go to God like they come to me with complete faith that He can solve the problems.
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