Coming to Jarabacoa again from the United States brings back memories of my first journey here in August. It was the same and yet everything was so different and I am so thankful for that. The first time I arrived...I was terrified. I was nervous about going through customs, finding my luggage and of course getting picked up by complete strangers. I was nervous about attempting to talk Spanish and not being able to see my family for four months in a row.
I remember entering the house and being overwhelmed at times by homesickness. I remember one day in particular, sitting down on the floor in my room, tears rolling down my cheeks and saying. "God I cannot do this on my own strength. I'm alone except for you. You have to help me, because you're all I got right now." I love and appreciate that moment because it made me not only aware of my own weaknesses, but also of God's presence. I don't feel that homesickness anymore. God not only gave me strength but also friends like family here and a love for this country.
Coming to Jarabacoa a few days ago was a lot different than my arrival in August. I was eager to see friends and recollect the piece of my heart I had left here. Walking around the city, it was nice to be back in the warm culture. Seeing the familiar faces of my friends and being able to hug my little students made me so happy and feel like I got back something I didn't know I was missing.
There is no longer that ache in my heart because even though I love and miss my family dearly, I'm home here too and that is the greatest gift I could ever receive.
"And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age." -Matthew 28:20
Love you, girl. Miss you, but so glad you're in the place God has for you and growing deeper in Him. Love, Dad
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